What a strange time...

Nick has become worse.

I'm Miss Amazing to him, always right.

In his eyes, I have become the dancing-monkey, nagging, controlling wife. I didn't even realize it was Valentine's Day but I drove to the mall, which in Carthage is an old, empty run down building with a lot of hobo's. Why did I go to this place? I wanted to buy a gun...

You see I don't think Nick will ever really hurt me.

I just would feel safer with a gun.